Kaushion - Kaushion’s Lament | Prod. Tonedepalma [Lyrics x AMV]

Kaushion - Kaushion’s Lament | Prod. Tonedepalma More from Kaushion: Spotify-Playlist (SADTOPIA): Download IDLEGLANCE Thumbnails & GIFs: ☔ Submission: ☔ Merchandise: ☔ Soundcloud: ☔ Spotify: ☔ Discord: ☔ VK: ☔ Twitter: ☔ TikTok: @idleglance ☔ Instagram: Stream ’Lament’: Spotify: SoundCloud: Kaushion Prod. Tonedepalma Anime: 91 Days (AMV) AMV Editor: IDLEGANG - [mayiium] | Thumb Editor: IDLEGANG - [Sempai] | Lyrics: Look at my life bet you can’t see it all A mask with a smile it covers it all Hide pain and my trauma so no one’s involved Don’t come close to me cause it comes with a cost Time doesn’t kill when you’re already dead Inside of my heart yea it’s cold but it’s red She cut it in half and she left me for dead Blood on the roses it’s my own lament I don’t feel the same again I’ve lost myself I know I did I broke my morals yes I sinned My souls too broke I can’t take this I do not fear my death to come I feel like all my life is wrong The reaper come and take what’s gone You can find me in this broken song Everyday I sit in my room and I stare at the wall Letting my anger, my rage, and frustration, and sadness flow And fuel my thoughts I know that it’s bad I wish that I didn’t I know that I’m sad I wish that I wasn’t I wish I had never met that bxtch That made me like this my mental is sunken Tell me you love me, I know that you don’t I don’t need a lie, I’m better alone Just look at my eyes, then leave me alone Get trapped in a place, I can’t return home No longer afraid, I know that I’m broke Don’t want the attention, don’t wanna be known Before tho I go I pick up the phone For all of my wrongs I wanna atone Nun of these people they get it Nun of them livin the life that I’m livin’ But some of them comprehend what I say When I say it no matter the words Don’t think there’s a limit to all of my failures Yet there is a limit to all my success Bad luck it just follows without the intention Of giving me no new regrets I’m a mess Got s*icide on my brain Or maybe I’m goin insane Cause everytime I look up I swear it’s a dark figure callin my name It’s telling me don’t be afraid That all of them should be ashamed For turnin me into a monster Then leavin me stuck cause that is the case I know that nobody cares That’s why I don’t look in the mirror I can’t even look at myself Without feeling dead or shedding a tear My life was just a mistake I know that it’s always too late Nothing I’ve ever done Has ever went right I guess that it’s fate These people they wonder about me And all of them say that they know me But really they don’t We don’t know each other Descry at the face of another Who says that they’re always alone I know what it’s like to feel lonely Cause all of my life people treated me differently People had friends but I had me some enemies Never a friend to me Circle was tight cause it’s only me Tell me your story I hope that it’s great Cause my story’s not it consist of my pain All that I give and others they take Tired of earth cause people are fake I see in the world Not from the first person But from the third person I learned my mistakes Instead I had learned That everyone steps over others for only their personal gain I don’t like this place at all It’s dark with no escape involved I feel at peace when I’m unconscious When I’m conscious I feel nothing Look at my life bet you can’t see it all A mask with a smile it covers it all Hide pain and my trauma so no one’s involved Don’t come close to me cause it comes with a cost Time doesn’t kill when you’re already dead Inside of my heart yea it’s cold but it’s red She cut it in half and she left me for dead Blood on the roses it’s my own lament I don’t feel the same again I’ve lost myself I know I did I broke my morals yes I sinned My souls too broke I can’t take this I do not fear my death to come I feel like all my life is wrong The reaper come and take what’s gone You can find me in this broken song ________________________________________________ #IDLEGLANCE #KAUSHION #IDLEGANG idlegang idlegxng Animeedits Edit Waifu Amv Anime underground Alternative Emorap Emo-rap Emo-HipHop Rap HipHop Lonely Trap Trapmetal Sad Lofi Emotional Sad Heartbroken Depression Love