vile.- (kill your feelings)
TRAUMA
c) 2023 Underdog Recordings
Recorded and Mixed by Cody McKinney @ Underdog Recordings
Mastered by Brad Boatright @Audiosiege
Lyrics
Addiction
Has become a family tradition
We distract ourselves
From a living hell
We started from the very bottom
Yet we’re still fucking here
There’s no escaping your demons
You might as well join them for
They’ll Keep your secrets
My stomachs in knots that I can’t
unwind
Searching for the answers for
I’ll never find
Alcohol, Percocet or Opana
It doesn’t matter what you have
Just put it in my fucking hand
I want
...to forget
It’s only a temporary relief
But it’s better than wallowing
In the belly of self defeat
I can’t change the past
If I could I’d like to just
Run in back
I’d run that shit back
I’ve been at the bottom of the bottle
Took the pill that’s hardest to swallow
Lived like there wasn’t a tomorrow
But nothing has changed and I’m feeling hollow
I can’t stop the voices from screaming
Begging and pleading for me to stop breathing
But I won’t allow my selfishness to make them feel like this
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