Wake in mourning
Remember all I’ve lost
Aches forewarning
Of misery to come
Shame bleeds through me
Let by a sharpened cross
Hate consumes me
I am the wicked one
Still waiting for my day of reckoning
But heartless self-indulgence beckons me
Save me
The voices in my head are deafening
These chemicals will never set me free
Save me
I don’t need you anymore
Just leave me here and shut the door
I don’t need you anymore
Leave me strung out on the fucking floor
No reflection
Can’t recall who I was
Choked confessions
Of all the pain I’ve caused
Tried to follow
The trail of blood I’ve spilled
Mind feels hollow
Time for another kill
I will never learn my lesson
There is no hope left inside
Only agony
Someday I will die
Knowing everything
Is the fault of mine
Vultures inside my head
They scratch and they claw while I lie in bed
Constructing a nest out of my regrets
Mutilating until I