clay wings - original demo

lyrics: i contradict myself too much for my own good i’m made of lust for love and loss and when i lose myself i’ll set the grass ablaze i’ll burn my face july came through and i grew up in just a day my wings are stuck inside the clay and i could break out but i stay why must i stay elevation with a friend i keep losing all of them august only just began i already miss my hands rigor mortis fix my brain so i can level out my shoddy aim i have a feeling you don’t feel the same so do i trust my gut or do i walk away i move an inch the cracks will spread hope they can’t hear or else im dead stepped out of line a final time my ego grows but now i’m right turn out the light i run away but im not scared i run to change what i will share and now im shamelessly myself im fucking drained am i unwell serotonin in the shell i will dig myself through hell may is oh so far away but tomorro