Alexander Stewart - if you only knew (visualizer)

Alexander Stewart - if you only knew (visualizer) ? sub_confirmation=1 Follow me! Lyrics i’ve been trying so hard to survive sometimes I think that I wanna die i feel so fucking guilty cuz god I’m so lucky to live my life so I keep all the pain to myself losing faith but nobody can tell mom, I don’t want you worried cuz that would just hurt me so I pretend I’m fine if you only knew what my mind is telling me I should do that I’m drunk and all alone in my room here tonight i’m too sad to cry it’s true if you only knew all the shit my brain is putting me through you’d come running over straight to my room here tonight i’