Maddie Zahm - If It’s Not God (Official Music Video)

“If It’s Not God“ by Maddie Zahm from her debut EP ’You Might Not Like Her’, out now via AWAL. STREAM: EP PRE-ORDER: Directed by Gus Black FOLLOW MADDIE Homepage: Instagram: Tik Tok: @maddiezahms?l... Twitter: Facebook: LYRICS Be pretty and Don’t make it look like you’re tryin Told to be Esther When I felt like Goliath When they were wrong I could never keep quiet I’d search for the truth And had faith that I’d find it Set myself on fire let myself be the liar All the Sunday’s I worried I’d disappoint my mom Cause I never understood some types of love being wrong Something inside me was always steering left What father picks a few just to leave the rest I heard a voice inside my head, they disagreed So If it wasn’t God then thank God it was me They called me a sinner When I was a saint Hiding in her bedroom Praying depression away Killin herself for eternal life And losing her interests to be a good wife Set myself on fire I let them call me the liar All the Sunday’s I worried I’d disappoint my mom Cause I never understood a type of love being wrong Something inside me was always steering left What father picks a few just to leave the rest I heard a voice inside my head, they disagreed So If it wasn’t God if that wasn’t God it was me Thank God it was me BRIDGE: If it was God Then I don’t have to worry He’ll know why I left Why I ran in a hurry So either way I choose I’m not wasting my life Cause the voice in my head Has always been right All the Sunday’s I worried I’d disappoint my mom Cause I never understood a type of love being wrong Something inside me was always steering left No father picks a few just to leave the rest CREDITS DIRECTOR: Gus Black PRODUCERS: Kelly Norris Sarno, Ashley Whelan, Gus Black DIRECTOR OF PHOTOGRAPHY: Tim Toda 1ST AC: Jorge Olortegui STEADICAM: Garet Lee Jatsek 2nd AC: Kody Newton 1ST ASSISTANT DIRECTOR: McKena Vigilant 2nd ASSISTANT DIRECTOR: Ashley Whelan PRODUCTION MANAGER | ASSOCIATE PRODUCER: Jacob Brumfield PRODUCTION COORDINATOR: Tashia Yeates-Brumfield GAFFER: Pat Metzler BEST BOY: George Hysmith KEY GRIP: Bill Zuehl GRIP: Dan Misner PRODUCTION DESIGNER: Nichole Stull SET DRESSER: Coral Clark WARDROBE: Amanda (Mariko) Hipperson ASSISTANT WARDROBE: Amanda Fitch KEY HAIR & MAKE UP: Carolina Ballesteros ASSISTANT HMU: Amanda Woods STILLS ASSISTANT: Lauren Withrow PA’s: Toni Hagan, Dre Denise, Nate Hardy CASTING: Lynn Pattnosh, Catrine McGregor & Madalyn VanValkenburgh BTS: Elizabeth Findley LABEL: AWAL VIDEO COMMISSIONER: Bianca Bhagat SENIOR DIRECTOR, PRODUCT MANAGEMENT: Sarah Goodman ARTIST MANAGEMENT: Christian Stavros and Heather Kolker CAST PRIEST: Nick Garcia PASTOR: Lance Thompson TEENAGE MADDIE: Laney Olson (trauma story 1) YOUNG MADDIE: Wynter Woods GIRL IN PARK 1: Kennedy Williams GIRL IN PARK 2: Holland Stull GIRL IN PARK 3: Tatijanna Woods TRAUMA STORY 2 - GIRL WITH PASTOR : Sarah Tucker TRAUMA STORY 3 - GIRL WITH FAMILY : Remi Stull EXTRA STORY 3 - MOM WITH TAPE: Hollis Welsh EXTRA STORY 3 - CHILD WITH TAPE: Sibelle Garcia EXTRA STORY 3 - CHILD WITH TAPE: Aude Garcia TRAUMA STORY 4: Dami Ashaye COUPLE KISSING: Kylie & Rochelle Williams EXTRA IN WHEELCHAIR: Yvonne Juarez ADDITIONAL EXTRAS IN CHURCH AISLE: Myna Zahm, Kim Davis, April Kolman, Hannah Lacy IF IT’S NOT GOD WRITTEN BY: Maddie Zahm, Brian Brundage PRODUCTION: Adam Yaron, Maddie Zahm MIX ENGINEER: Matt Huber MASTERED BY: Joe LaPorta MASTERED AT: Sterling Sound RECORDING ENGINEER: Adam Yaron KEYS: Brian Brundage CELLO: Tiger Darrow VIOLIN: Chase Potter BACKING VOCALS: Bre Kennedy, Sam Backoff, Zoe Clark #maddiezahm #ifitsnotgod