anorexia story

I just found this video that i made ages ago that i was going to show to people so people had an understanding and so rumours would stop spreading, but i never had the guts to upload it. Most nights i want it all back, but when i watched this video it brought back all the memories on what horrible things i did to my body and mind, and unfortunately there’s another side of me that gets triggered and again it wants it all back. I just want this illness to just fuck off already. So the reason I’m uploading thi