spike & buffy | chasing cars [emotional journey]

(use headphones!!) i’m finally finished with this I didn’t know how to call this vid ’cause tbh I don’t really know it started of as a normal vid but somehow I ended up vidding the emotional aspects of their relationship rather than their story (yeah I know they technically were never together)...I expected to ship them when I started but I didn’t know i’d love them so much!! I just love them so much!!! the fact that he fell in love with her while having no soul & wanting to kill him but ended up loving her & then got a soul for without a soul from the moment he realized his feelings he always tried to be a better man for whether she believed it or not, he did LOVE her!! and the entire time he kinda always knew she’d never love him it breaks my heart that he died thinking she didn’t love truly believe she he got a soul he always believed & tried he could be better but she didn’t ’cause he had no soul & when he got a soul she believed he could be a better man & he didn’t believe breaks my heart that after everything he’s been through, that they’ve been throught that when he could finally be that & be with her, he a way delena for me is the “could be“ for know it’s not the same but they are kinda similar but with buffy being a slayer idk it just make them more complex & interesting for me than delena but spuffy hurt me way just ’cause the weren’t at least he died happy, saving the woman he loved & the world & he got the hold her & it was the best night of his entire life!!! I also really enjoyed & loved the this amazing show in general even if it also kinda traumatized me sometimes.... anyway.... ...this video is dedicated to jasmine & andy!!!♥︎♥︎ andy, I’m so so gald that I’ve watched your epic video ( ) about them 9 months made me consider giving this show a chance in the first ’ve heard about it before but I never intended to watch it but seeing how similar they are to delena made me wanna know more about them!!!! jasmine, from the moment I told you I might watch it you told me how much loved it & convinced me I should really watch it & about the musical was so amazing & i guess the fact that you usually don’t like these at all already tells how epic it was!!! anyway I can never thank you two enough for giving me this amazing ship!!! and I loved how I’ve experienced watching this amazing show & fall in love with them, going through all the pain with you two!!!! and I really hope you’ll like the vid ’ve really tried my best to pu all my emotions into this...♥︎♥︎ y’all go sub these amazing, talented editors!! @LovelyxImperfect @iForeverFaithful okay I’ll shut up now... #fanvidfeed #spuffy #BTVS #ANNESOSHIFEATURES #VIDDINGISART song: chasing cars by snow patrol couple: spike & buffy | spuffy show: buffy the vampire slayer program: Davinci Resolve 17 coloring made by me [ LUT by Andy Moradi] I DON’T OWN ANYTHING EXCEPT THE EDITING!!! EVERYTHING BELONGS TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS!!!