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Not a single drop of give a fuck
Growing up
Never felt good enough
It’s okay to admit
that you’re in the mud
Cause when you get out
Shit is Better than good
you may have taken L’s
But so does everyone
Like Mayweather in 96
Laborious with the raps that I spit
This industry.
Aint doing me favors
Off another bender
Your God loves me so much
that he’ll burn me forever
If I’m goin to hell
It’s whatever
I’ll be on my jet ski
in the lake of fire
For this life
Im my own umpire
I got candor
Mental health will matter
Until they can’t understand you
No matter what you say
Or do
There’s always motherfuckas who
won’t like you
Knock on wood
I live to see the rest of today
Predicated upon the decisions that I make
Cause I know some people
Woke up today
Just to blow out their brains
I’m Stayin Stoned like a gargoyle
Feelin abandoned like Chernobyl
Feeling like Dracula
Sippin this liquor
Like it’s vital
Have dealt with so much bullshit
since a child
People
Are Easily hoodwinked - Beguiled
cause they lack the rationale
Ive Been so fatigued lately
Watching people
leave this world
Like a Tumbleweed
got a war going on inside of me
Feeling like Epicurus
In the way that I think
Media is Poisoning
Peoples minds like
Ancient Greeks
Might as well feed them
the hemlock
wanna rip out some tongues
All you do is just talk talk a lot
Please Just Shut the fuck up
The bar is set so fuckin low
With these dumb fucks
Going through these days
I Usually need a pick me up
Tryna reach my goals
on the ice
Making moves
Like a hockey puck
If you could read my mind
You would feel so stuck
This mental illness is relentless
My brain is a
self destructive apparatus
Dissectin my thought process
Trying to alter
This negative mindset
But it’s difficult
Cause I Got a skewed conscience
Turning to substances for solace
So I’m analyzing my thoughts
Like an escapade
through The Catacombs
I’m not trynin
sit in the negativity
Like a hive in a honeycomb
I hate when people act like they know
Bitch you don’t know
This PTSD sometimes
makin me feel so alone
Like the the Sea of Galilee parable
Im Preaching what I know
Just because some people have it worse
doesn’t make your struggles
any less credible
Any less terrible
Sometimes life can be
so unbearable
Incomprehensible
If anything has come from my life
experience
I’m able to connect with people
on a level if I didn’t
I’m
Trying not tense up like Rigor Mortis
Making efforts to Stay ardent
But it’s hard
When my mental illness is Chronic
constant
Issues augmented
Recollection Fragmented
Here to delegate
This message is Esoteric
Not everyone will get it
doing everything I can
To avoid those Silver bracelets
And deciding to prematurely end it