TW: On Seeing CSA & Snuff Images of Myself In Mk Ultra & the Crippling Guilt of Throwing Them Away
In this video, I pour my heart out about the child sexual abuse and snuff images of myself (alone and alongside others) that I had the horrific burden and privilege of seeing during my deprogramming process. I talk about my experience with taking them to law enforcement and my ultimate “decision“ to throw the pictures away.
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A trigger warning for this video: csa and snuff images (graphic descriptions), the criminal “justice“ system, recovery meetings for survivors of child abuse, recovering memories, integration, incest, Monarch/Mk Ultra programming, polyfragmented dissociative identities, infiltrated/cult-run hospitals, halfway houses and sober homes, panic attacks, gaslighting
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