how i’m supposed to be good with such terrible nerves?

I just can’t play this game at all, it’s impossible for me to play it good, because my hands just shaking asf always, no matter what they’re always shaking, no matter how good i’ve mastered my skills, useless, they’re being grounded to zero because of this shakiness, and after this people dares to torture me with their toxic optimism and saying “bro, you’re just not trying hard enough, you will start playing normally and good if you practice long enough and hard enough“ WHY PEOPLE DON’T UNDERSTAND THAT PHYSIOLOGY AND OTHER THINGS MATTER A LOT, SAME AS PRACTICE, YOUR CONDITIONS CAN’T BE CHANGED WITH YOUR DETERMINATION AND EFFORTS, STOP, PLEASE, STOP TORTURING ME I CAN’T BEAR IT ANYMORE, SPARE MY SANITY, WHY YOU’RE SO CRUEL!? #osu #shake #shaking