please stop this hurt

Please watch in 720p[HD]! I don’t know what did I do, but I really wanted to make this video.. now I have started a terrible period of depression, bad mood, I’m very tired.. school, school, school.. oh I hate her, and many personal problems. in one moment everything can be fine, and then it becomes very bad.. I just sent everything and decided to surrender to the emotions, and made this video. I hope it’s not as bad as it seems. Really want to surrender to vidding, but time would not let me... coloring: K