I’m at one with the silence.

watch in 1080p [HD] headphones. I’m not good when it comes to describing how I feel... I’m actually pretty awful at it. I know now keeping all those bad feelings inside isn’t a right thing but before I even started to work on myself to speak more openly about how I feel... I’d started vidding. it’s been long 2 years and honestly thinking about it gives me a headache so I’ll try to be quick. at some point of making this video I got so terrified, I thought I wouldn’t be able to make it published. this v