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Vocals by: Ondemas
Instrumental by: artofdying42
Lyrics by: Ethan Song
Artwork by: Zcee Nook
Base Artwork by: NoobPTFO
Additional Artwork by: Zeurille
Commissioned by: drsugar10
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Did you feel the warmth leave the air as you said your goodbyes?
Does everything turn to pain all at once when you’re not what I prioritize?
When I’m out there and I can’t turn to you, I can still vividly picture the hurt in your eyes-
We all end as something to regret, and despise.
In the most earnest times of fear,
I’ll admit I have known doubt.
Has all I’ve done yet been enough?
Will my actions be drowned out?
Every life that knew my hands,
Every thread of fate I’ve bound,
And each of those that I’ve released-
All of those cries I never found.
(If you’re not willing to bleed for it…)
(Then don’t pretend that you would mean it)
If I can’t recall the way your hand felt, when my body’s spent-
Then I will know that my soul has accepted the end.
(I lost you-)
My hands start shaking I am breathing faster -
I remember where I was before my memories wandered.
(In trying to find you-)
Can’t recall what planet this is- seen too many to know,
But there is blood on my hands, ebbing in a steady flow.
(Did you hurt me-)
And I can’t even recognize which wound will soon be my last,
How do we live our lives so stable and yet shatter like glass?
(Just to feel me?)
Am I proud for knowing no one has felt a greater love-
that I will die for my friends, so that they rise above.
And they will- I have seen to it, even though my breath is catching
(Please don’t leave.)
I’m afraid, but don’t want to burden them with the sight of my soul detaching-
I still hold the hope you had for me-
(So leave the lights on, leave the lights on for me)
For me-
(So leave the lights on, leave the lights on for me)
The white light steals all our sense of urgency;
(So leave the lights on, leave the lights on for me)
Relent. Succumb to the gentle sleep.
(So leave the lights on, leave the lights on for me)
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