1981-10-18 (1) e2: vicious circle

...Alright, first thing. Secondly is that the left side gives you a kind of a diffidence, it’s such a vicious circle you get a diffidence, all right? Because of diffidence you do not get your realization, maybe. Even if you get you realization you go little bit coming little bit going, you see all the time and you get more diffidence. Then the vicious circle starts. The diffidence again stops your feeling the vibrations, again you get into diffidence, you start blaming yourselves and hating yourselves again it goes in a very bad vicious circle. So the first and the foremost thing for all of you is to have complete confidence into your faith that you have to seek something beyond. For say this is the first faith you should have. That you should seek something beyond and whatever you are doing, you are doing in this, may be mistaken. Doesn’t matter. But your aims were correct. Your aims were perfect and your aims were correct. All right!