a song about coping mechanisms with sadness (the one pharaoh sampled)
4 years later, and the studio version has been made and released on Soundcloud!
Give it a listen and like comment share if you vibe with it ;)
Soundcloud link:
*** update w/ chords* lyrics below the thoughtful spiel* ***
2019 • 01
* these lyrics reflect a phase in which ari first experiences how mary jane influences her mindspace after almost “ending“ her life. safe to say that she is still continuing this life --- she’s stoked (yay life ~ she’s the one typing in 3rd person LOL)
life ebbs flows in phases:
what a miracle to feel all the feels with all the things in all the ways --- whilst choosing to be unattached.
a lot of these lyrics no longer resonate with me as i am choosing to be self-responsible for my feelings and actions.
however ... i love embracing this version of ari :
vulnerable • naive • desiring to experience love (that she now remembers she is made of) • coura