shameless.

“Tell me that you hate me.” “I hate you,” I say, the words coming out like a caress. I say it again, over and over. A litany. An enchantment. A ward against what I really feel. the fact this has been ready to be posted over a week in advance is still beyond me (yes, I finished this even before shu!darklina). THAT HASN’T HAPPENED TO ME IN AGES. but to the point, because I have a lot to say today (again) sksjjdjs HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYO! @RyoRyeonggu you’re earnestly the sweetest and kindest person in the world - no one even comes close. your messages always light up my face, whether it’s memes, elaborate character discussions or small talk - you always manage to make me smile. you’re compassionate, smart and so so funny - it’s truly a delight to talk to you. you deserve THE WORLD. I’m so glad I can call you a friend🤍☀️ to celebrate your birthday i wanted to edit something for you - and what would be a better fit than judecardan? I hope you li