sullii - i’ve been here without me / not for now

I’VE BEEN HERE WITHOUT ME OUT NOW Video: Written and directed by sullii & Theodore Swaddling Film and Edit by Theodore Swaddling Tracks: Written by Sullii Co-produced by Sullii & Aarigod Mixed and Mastered by Aarigod Find us here: Lyrics: Wish you coulda helped me try and understand I’ve been here without me, tryna be your man Baby if you let me we could go on and on and on I’ve been looking for you, figured that you knew Waiting here without you, tryna see me too Baby if you let me we could go on and on and on You took my hand and I doubled up I’ve been here holding my troubles up Swear you were keeping me covered up Three, years in my bag im still fucking up Tell me again if I’m not enough I don’t believe you at all How’d I mean nothing at all Sullii get off of the floor When you tell me you’re better on your own, what’s your motive, and when you come up on my phone, I feel so sick I couldn’t keep it from Pretty much anyone I’ve been writing about us to everyone Tell me again who you’re betting on We haven’t spoke in a minute I ain’t been home in a minute I couldn’t cope when you told me you don’t wana see me admit it Tryna keep both of in it You never try tho Only see you with my eyes closed You got me blue when you’re ice cold (Everything’s blue when you’re ice cold) When you tell me you’re better on your own and it’s hopeless, you’re always bitching when I’m home tryna focus I couldn’t keep it from Pretty much anyone I’ve been writing about us to everyone Tell me again how you’re betting on // I never thought I’d have to explain myself Still let it hold me down but it doesn’t help I never thought I’d have to explain myself I guess I’m me, just not for now Tryna keep my tongue tied, I can’t be be around you Every time we talk, fall quicker than the ground, you, never thought I’d have to explain myself I guess I’m me, just not for now I’m so glad that I found you, how dyou keep me seeing straight, ten buried in the ground, you Figured we were cool, fall, tripping that I’m doubtful Wish I coulda told you, wouldn’t be my downfall I can’t take anymore than the thought of you, honestly, talk to me I feel sick See me tryna keep your friends down, hoping they forget how, I couldn’t pretend they all don’t talk shit You’re stone cold when I see you, how come, Maybe I was dumb tryna be another outcome Waiting for your call, late, how’d I get it that wrong Tryna see the me i’ll never make it back from I can’t take anymore than the thought of you honestly, talk to me keep me sane See me tryna keep my head down, hoping I forgot how, I couldn’t pretend you still feel the same I haven’t seen you in so long Ye you’re still with him that’s cool Throwing shade like go long Ye I think it’s better when it’s me and you