Nihilistium - Why... (remastered)

(Re-upload) The 3rd track on Nihilistium’s demo, “Melancholic Delusions”, re-recorded for the upcoming split with Romanian DSBM musician, Naamah. Nihilistium was a one-woman DSBM (Depressive Suicidal Black Metal) band, formed in the UK in 2019 by founder, Mörtemiis and split up in 2022. The band’s sound was highly influenced by bands such as Valefor and Depressive Years. *Earphones are recommended Lyrics: How could this happen to me? A dream became nightmares Now I sit in sadness.. Like a ghost in the night My light vanished Nothing means anything, anymore.. Why it all came to this, I can’t say All I know is that I don’t want to live Again.. Why I’m in Hell, I don’t know But suicide is the only way out.. Release the pain from within.. With my shadow by my side, I cry out, alone Without hope of saviour.. I gaze into the mirror and reflections stare back And All I see is only a withering flower.. I ask myself ”why” With my s