comes and goes [13 reasons why]

TRIGGER WARNING! (heavy content) Watch with headphones guys I’ve thought long and hard about what to write in the description of this video. Somehow when i feel like i have the most to say, I tend to seriously struggle with how to say it right. And I rarely make personal videos. I mean, i do make them, but mostly editing is just an outlet for things going on in my life. There is so many things about this video that mean a lot to me, and I wish I didn’t relate as hard as I do to this show, cause it’s seriously painful when its all portrayed so realistically. Being in pain is the worst fucking thing. Espesially when it’s never something physical or something you can point at and say “it hurts“, but something invisible you cant see but feel constantly. Mental health comes above all other things in your life, and if you’re finding yourself struggling with something, if you’re sad or alone, or feel like giving up, please remember that feelings go away, and acting on them in a reckless fashion only hurts you more. I know what it’s like to wanna die, but I’m still here, alive. That must mean something. I also know what it’s like get out of a bad period, and be able to look back and think about how lucky I am to still be here. Suicide is a serious issue, and every single person feeling like they wanna die and have no other way out are in so much pain and they need to be taken seriously. Because of that, please don’t judge these characters on their actions. Tes, its fiction, but this jappene every Day to normal people. Try being understanding about what they had to endured to get to the point they are at. Please be kind to each other. Be there for each other. Don’t judge anyone before you know everything. We all hide behind pretty smiles and empty words. And remember that feelings are like waves, they hit hard, but evens out in the end, I promise you. Stay safe xx.