PRODUCTION CREDITS
Audio:
Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Chris Blancato
Written and performed by Vilify and Chris Blancato
Visuals:
Filmed and Edited by Karl Steller of Steller Media
Main Actress and Assistant Editor Abbey Bamford
Backup Actress Shardai Mihan
VILIFY IS:
Amy Mcintosh - Vocals
Deni Hourihan - Guitar
Kieran Jackson - Drums
Lizi Blanco - Bass and backing vocals
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LYRICS
I don’t wanna die
but I don’t want to live
i don’t want to lie
I’m not dealing with this
Dread addict
Spiral into despair
Erratic
A calculated nightmare
Full automatic
I knock ‘em down just
One by one by one
Bone rot, Half cocked
And I’m Ready to go
Pull the trigger
And consider
Who’s in cross hair
Brain rot, Half shocked
That I haven’t let go
Pull the trigger
Just drop it, Can’t stop it
I’ll keep running, you keep running.
CHORUS
Take me away
Take me away
I am Dread addict spiral into despair
Begging to change
Begging to change
Erratic a calculated nightmare
Addiction an affliction
Where this self doubt is my home
it beckons it calls me
rip the skins from my bones
I push and I push
Until I end up alone
I push and Ipush
The skin from my bones
What made me this way
Flip pages of my old diaries
Just trying to find me
I’m told there’s good that’s left inside