Sirius Black | Trauma

i wish you’d just love me back; ___ Hello! So I hate this video so much now, don’t be surprised if I end up erasing it from existence lol I mean, there are parts of it that I even like, and that’s why I’m posting it, but overall I’m just really not happy with it haha I really shouldn’t make manips, or even vid crossover/au, I’m bad at it and this video is a proof haha So one day I got this idea to vid Sirius and I couldn’t get it out of my head, I just knew I had to do it, even though I knew I’d struggle with it a lot (and I still made a 4 minutes long vid, because I hate myself like that), but I am glad I did? (At this point I honestly know the Dorian Gray scenes better than I know myself) I had numerous breakdowns while making it and it isn’t even close to what I had in my head, but anyway hahah I focused on his relationships, with his parents, brother, his cousin, with marauders, and I know it’s kind of chaotic and I totally messe