The Lord is Knocking (Original)

The days go by, the weeks, the months, the years. And I can hear the clock is sharply ticking. But in my heart, I feel that something’s missing, I try to fill the void, to change my self. I watch my words, control the thoughts, the fears. They all consume my mind, my wishful thinking. But in my core I sense that something’s missing. Can anyone explain what’s wrong with me?