This song is one of the 5 stages of grief, namely Acceptance.
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Written by CellarDoor
Recorded by Assymetry Media
Mixed by VPR Audio
LYRICS
I find it hard to accept myself
Beware for those who wear masks
Lie on the bottom shelf
Contradict every word you speak
The one I have to look up to
Your failures I repeat
Do I make you proud
In your eyes I see a shadow of doubt
Do I make you proud
I know your love for me is never truly endowed
Another victim of a broken home
How can you stand by and watch
How I am all alone
Gave me no purpose, what do I have to do
Never asked to be here, or to resemble you
I’m drifting further
Away
I know I have to drift further
You can’t help me
Trapped between a rock and a hard place
The shame that swallows me whole
The truth that you can not face
Another one who’s disappointed of me
Live in the shadow of one
Who is to blind to see
Gave me no purpose, what do I have to do
Never asked to be here, or to resemble you
I’m drifting further
Away
I know I have to drift further
Stuck living in the past
No one to blame
This life that will not last
We are not the same
I’m drifting further
Away
I know I have to drift further
A jealous feeling creeping up on me
Think that your more than the rest
Something I don’t want to be
Sinking deeper
No holding on
Never a keeper
Relief I feel when you’re gone
I fear I’ll kill you
Thoughts live inside my head
That are too profound
I fear I’ll kill you
I have the strongest feeling
That I’ll put you in the ground
I have to tell you that I’m not your friend
My biggest fear in life
Is that I’ll be your end