CellarDoor - Acceptance

This song is one of the 5 stages of grief, namely Acceptance. You can listen to the full album here: Written by CellarDoor Recorded by Assymetry Media Mixed by VPR Audio LYRICS I find it hard to accept myself Beware for those who wear masks Lie on the bottom shelf Contradict every word you speak The one I have to look up to Your failures I repeat Do I make you proud In your eyes I see a shadow of doubt Do I make you proud I know your love for me is never truly endowed Another victim of a broken home How can you stand by and watch How I am all alone Gave me no purpose, what do I have to do Never asked to be here, or to resemble you I’m drifting further Away I know I have to drift further You can’t help me Trapped between a rock and a hard place The shame that swallows me whole The truth that you can not face Another one who’s disappointed of me Live in the shadow of one Who is to blind to see Gave me no purpose, what do I have to do Never asked to be here, or to resemble you I’m drifting further Away I know I have to drift further Stuck living in the past No one to blame This life that will not last We are not the same I’m drifting further Away I know I have to drift further A jealous feeling creeping up on me Think that your more than the rest Something I don’t want to be Sinking deeper No holding on Never a keeper Relief I feel when you’re gone I fear I’ll kill you Thoughts live inside my head That are too profound I fear I’ll kill you I have the strongest feeling That I’ll put you in the ground I have to tell you that I’m not your friend My biggest fear in life Is that I’ll be your end