would you leave your life and ride ...

First off all I`M NOT BACK !!!! I only made this Vid. I needed to do this. Last Month has died the best Friend of Mother,suddenly. I´m still kinda in shock;( I knew him my whole life,he was kinda like a father, i never had!!! He was also the Stepfather of my brother. You know guys, my big brother also died,suddenly 2 years ago,which is still hard for me to live with it. At the time, when it was happened, i´ve made a vid, which helping me a lot! Now i´ve needed something like that again,cause of the death f