Kala - Numb (Ft. LUKE HOLLAND)

Filmed this with the yung legend Luke Holland at West Valley Studios in LA. This is a musical vision I’ve been chasing after since Blackpill - pure emo meets nu-metal. This song is about past trauma, unaliving thoughts and the struggle to stay alive through all of it. STREAM NUMB: SUPPORT ME HERE: LOVE U Lyrics: I can’t be everything that you want me to be Had me on a string, got me down on my knees Twisted figurine, wash the blood on my teeth I got new ink just to feel something ’Dead to me’ on my eulogy Kerosene burning our memories And sometimes I scare myself when I’m left alone with my head, yeah Why does everything feel so numb? I try to talk but I ain’t got nothing to say I just wanna be left alone I fantasize about my grave like everyday Why does everything feel so numb? Why does everything feel so numb? You said you cared but I never felt love So get me out of this place and get the phone out my hand The social media game is going straight to my head I try to hurt myself it’s just the way I am And sometimes I scare myself when I’m left alone with my head yeah fuck Why does everything feel so numb? I try to talk but I ain’t got nothing to say I just wanna be left alone I fantasize about my grave like everyday Why does everything feel so numb? Why does everything feel so numb? You said you cared but I never felt love But you’re still there when I can hardly breathe When I won’t wake or fall asleep The pain reaches inside of me But I can’t I can’t Break No I can’t break Why does everything feel so numb? I try to talk but I aint got nothing to say I just wanna be left alone I fantasize about my grave like everyday Why does everything feel so numb? Why does everything feel so numb? You said you cared but I never felt love Sometimes I scare myself when I’m left alone yeah yeah yeah