2024-01-09 _ Start of life in a EMR infantry by unknown reasons _ was it because EIM was pushed

For those interested in mysteries (wartimes and aristocratic nobility [...] that are kings, queens, emperors and so on) .... Content of this “movie“ is “puzzle interpretation“ of real life-memories. Why did problems have started in my life from the “day one“? I have (rather had in my early days/years) own rememberances (dreams) about hospital care being “very little“. When asking about it... (the raising family) it was unwanted to talk about it nearly “all the time“, later only little was explained (for example, that it was “expensive“ (my mother the older (or the younger also?) needed doctors because of an “operational desaster/accident“ because of that she could not carry children till the 70th when she had another surgery), and that I was “carried“ (in the womb) by two mothers (that is an information by both at night time and certain) ... but little more). But the critical details (why it was “critical“) are still to be found (also in 2024), I think that all is pointing to a hospital that “was founded with the help of my mothers relationships in the beginning of the 19th century“ (was that in the U.S.? / in Memorial? that could fit that information?). Was then a “current“ (river) blocked by a military exercise? Why was to me as a little child not more about it explained, for example, “why“ I was shown around (because of WWII-dangers (or the aftermath))?. There had been dangers in World Wars and in the wars thereafter... were those (.’s) military relationships (was I raised the five first years as the follower or successor of a military leader)? and therefore I was’nt too special because they all were on that special “level“ (I felt being in a group of those “leaders“ the first years)? It stopped when I had to go to school at a age of (around) six years of age (here in the war-crippled Germany). Those word written here are all interpretations only (till now they are those only) ...and then the disk was full (so the movies stopped without a clean ending). But I wanted to add only, that ... “they said, it was based on the files of “intelligence“ from the center of aristocratic nobility in Europe“ (But who is this center? GB? Why then apparently false informations in 1991/92? Was it, because . did know much, too much inside-knowledge (she was too old to defend herself and before she apparently was under much pressure, because of Nazi-resistance or because of Kaiserreich-resistance as well?)? Was it to “protect“ the new “ “entities““ in Braunschweig-Lüneburg?). Thanks, . (N.)