jiu & tian || paradise

“with all the people who try to change you and making it hard for you to breathe, this pain will go away, when you see me.“ this song is for my boo tian, who in his time was lucky enough not to only fall in love with a man, but with an assassin who is as poor as iron triangle lolz I’m just.. respect xD also their first kiss is now in my top first kisses, bc “I needed to shut you up so you won’t cry for help bc I tried to kill you“ is just incredible. I’m still bitter there’s no scene about tian finding out his hubby was his first kiss, I thought this scene is a must, like with wangxian blindfolded first kiss haha I’ve been dying bc of these two since the end of 2022, I still can’t move on, I was postponing this vid bc I was opening the editor and then instead got stuck rewatching the scenes lmao and I was like “I don’t even know what song to pick to do them justice“, so I guess you’ll be seeing me viding them a lot, to me it was best BL of 2022 and still cry about it, they killed me fr I was sooooo damn scared it won’t end well, I forgot the last time I was so scared lol the last time I was so invested during watching was chinese bl, my new babies :) jamfilm killed me even more in nunew’s chinese ost clip, I can’t wait for these doofuses’ new series T_T I still haven’t been able to look at mushrooms normally, I wish it would pass lol