flatsound | learning to hate you as a self defense mechanism

you’re on the phone with someone who doesn’t know about your soul and how it can’t be held by flesh and bone and i guess that’s fine i would never want you to stop your life but when i saw you both with your shoulders touching sitting so close i knew i’d hold on to this feeling i’d hold on to anything at all was it my fault because i easily confused you for someone who would hold my hand when things got hard when t