Alexander Stewart - i wish you cheated

I’m anxious Kinda sad Hard to be your best when you lost the best you had Spending days just on my phone Wondering where it all went wrong I’m nervous Pretty wired I said your name too much Now my lungs got tired Thinking maybe I’m to blame I just need someone to hate Pre Oh oh oh oh You made this so damn hard for me You and your god damn honesty It got me thinking Chorus I wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain A psycho with no feelings So how do I move on When you did nothing wrong Ahh Wish you did something wrong Ahhh But you did nothing wrong Verse 2 Know it’s messed up Kinda bad But I wish we didn’t talk and you just left like that I’d be angry instead of numb Dammit who have I become