apwnmxtannis - Being

Album: The Axis of Self Artist: apwnm x tannis She is sick/well but her sickness/wellness is not real as if she’s drunk/high Her body almost weighing nothing/heavy, on the streets floating through the streets/She wears nothing She wears a nightgown/She is in control She is impossible to control or keep track of She’s singing She loves to sing And dancing She hasn’t died yet/She is alive yet but she will She’s going/be going quite soon In a way her mind is already dead The confusion/clarity The darkness/brightness The vivid memories/Reality The disorientation Brief moments Light and easy/Dark and heavy Being a body Feet rushing/dragging along Not/Stopping for hours Being led/Leading Being held/Holding Being carried/Carrying Being moved/Moving Being Belonging Keeps track of her voice and her movements The confusion The darkness The vivid memories The disorientation Brief moments Dark and heavy/Light and easy Being a body Feet dragging/rushing along Not/Stopping for hours Leading/Being led Holding/Being held Carrying/Being carried Moving/Being moved Being Belonging She hasn’t died yet But she will She is going/She is alive But she will be going quite soon In a way her mind is already dead --------- apwnm x tannis : A mechanical puncture in space where Noise awakens and Words are spoken. Searching for existence, findings to be announced. Berlin based collaboration (IT/SWE).