東方Touhou [Flute/Traditional] Magician’s Melancholy

Hi guys! I’m still alive! :’3 Three months, wow... I mean there was a period of time when I was trying to kick myself to upload. After all, every time ZUN’s originals play all I want is someone to love them with me. I am a hopeless admirer of this music and constantly seeking possibilities to share it with people, yet somehow I’ve managed to go for quarter of a YEAR without doing so on my channel. Most of it comes from stress at home. I never thought being in a relationship would be any easier or happier than living alone, but neither did I expect just how badly I would reject the daily presence of another person. I am someone who needs a lot of space and without it I become agitated. I’m like a bird. If I like you I’ll come back to you over and over, but if you try to grab or cage me I’ll peck your eyes out. Just being able to stretch my wings is not enough space for me. Oh well. Life, am I right? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Title: Grimoire of Marisa A